Unexpected bumps...

So today, I'm at work with some of the greatest people you could ever work with, looking forward to the fun we have and then Amy tells me the saddest story I think I've ever heard. A man becomes a father and a widower in a matter of days...The story is based in the Twin Cities area and it's tragic.

It makes me think, "How much, God, do you think we can handle?" And then I will remember a verse from a song I've sung, or a portion of a Bible verse that will instantly calm me. It won't completely take away the sorrow or the anguish I am feeling, but it calms me.

Unexpected bumps - those things that are put in our path when our feet are moving at a good pace and in a direction we're comfortable with. Reminders that we are not in control, that there is a God out there whose hands we're in if we'll just let Him hold us.

Unexpected bumps don't always have to be bad, but maybe I just notice them more when they are. I'm learning to look at them as ways to grow, to strengthen my faith and bring me closer to the Father who created all things.

I've already said a prayer or two for this new dad and his beautiful son, who had medical issues of his own already in his first days of life, and will continue to do so. I've also taken a moment to thank God for all I have and that right now my road is looking clear.

In a moment I'll pray for guidance and direction when I do hit an unexpected bump.

God will provide, of this I'm certain. The father and his son will be surrounded by their family and all of their friends. The entire St. Paul/Stillwater police force will be aunts and uncles to this little boy and will watch him grow. Does any of that replace his mother's love that he never got the chance to experience outside of the womb? No, but God will provide.

Jeremiah 29:11 (New International Version)
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.